Overcomer

God truly has a sense of humor.  As I was de-cluttering yesterday I came across an old journal dated back to 2011.  As I was reading a journal entry to Alex tears started to run down my face.  They were tears of FREEDOM.  Because I have been set free from so many things and this entry was a refreshing reminder to keep pressing forward.  I felt it in my spirit to share my journal entry to remind us all that growth happens even when we don't feel like it has.


December 30, 2011

Well it's time to wrap up 2011 and start a New Year - New Season in 2012.  This year has been an amazing year.  I've laughed, cried,  spiritually grown, overcame fears and I have inspired many.  I became a certified TRX trainer, CPR certified, ran two half marathons, multiple 10k's, logged over 100 miles and became lean.   I even had the opportunity to travel to LA for Beachbody's Annual Coach Summit to become a better Fitness Coach.  I also learned not to travel without Alex.  I learned that in order for my clients to succeed I must set the example.  My marriage became stronger by attending marriage courses at church.  My walk with the Lord is stronger.  My mom and grandma accepted Jesus Christ and my prayer is they become stronger in their relationship with Him.  My friendships have taught me many lessons.  I've learned that every person I come in encounter with is not my new best friend.  I've learned that every person I meet is for a season.  God determines the length of the season.  Some will hurt. Some will grow.  But a lesson is always to be taught.  I've learned to let certain things especially when it comes to people pleasing.  As long as I accept that, be happy for others by showing love will take me to a place of inner peace.   I've also learned that my past DOES NOT define me!  My trials become my VICTORIES!  I am no longer going to allow people to treat me poorly and if something negative is spoken I will forgive, pray and move press forward.   

I also learned that I LOVE to spend money!  Which is not a good thing. But we have been able to pay off a few credit cards.  Our goal is to be debt free by 2012!  

I've experienced so much and I grew in many ways.  This was all done by the GRACE, LOVE & STRENGTH from the Lord.  He is my mentor, my trainer and my provider.  2011 you have been very good to and I am ready for 2012. 

Highlights of 2011:
1 Year Anniversary of Pink Ladies Boot-camp
Our first fitness photo-shoot
Oxygen Fitness Magazine submission
Hiked The Pinnacles
PLBC Brand Merchandise
Paid off a few credit cards
Vacation at Sanctuary Beach with Alex
Made a PR at the San Jose Rock and Roll Half-Marathon
Featured on the Dirty Bombshells Blog
Memories with my family
Attended Joel Osteen and witnessed a friend get saved

As I look back on the year and I remember it very clear but the one word that came to me was:  OVERCOMER!   Yes!  I am an overcomer!  I look at those trails I went through and it only made me stronger.   I don't regret anything.  For instance seeing my mother get saved still brings me HOPE!  My friendships have changed but I honor those friendships.  In fact I am a better friend today. I'm no longer a people's pleaser - although the enemy loves to remind me.   I'm inspired to get back to running.

Darkness can not stand!   Most importantly my FAITH is so much stronger!   That right there speaks a thousand words!  He is the HIGHER POWER!  I am no longer bound by sin!    So, yes I face challenges, yes I have been hurt, yes I have made some mistakes but I know I am not that woman I was in 2011.  I am NOT my past!   I am striving everyday to be a better person.  

I pray that this would be a fresh reminder to you of your past and to let you know YOU ARE AN OVERCOMER!   Forgive - Don't Hold on to Yesterdays Sorrows - Honor your Friendships - Go After Your Goals - Work Hard - Be Proud of Yourself - Pray Deeply - LOVE THE LORD.

I am Fearfully and Wonderfully Made - Psalm 139:14