Encounter with God

This past weekend I spent 3 INTENSE days getting closer to God.  Breakthroughs, many tears and a renewed mind.  It was a life changing experience for me.  I went in with a bunch of fears stemming from my past, fear of rejection, fear of insecurities, fear of doubt which was causing me to be tired and weary.  I didn't realize how much garbage I had in my heart.  I know that God loves me but I was blocking all His blessings on my life by not living right.  It's like I had one foot in the world and one foot in my walk with Him.   I felt that I was so distracted on what others thought of me and so forth I was losing sight of my purpose.  It was starting to take a big toll on me, in my home, my marriage and life in general.  Yes, I was reading my word, praying daily and smiling but I was heart broken on the inside.

No words can describe how I am feeling today.  I can say that I haven't felt this free in a very long time.  I am a new person.  The old me is GONE!   I will now live my life 100% in Gods way.  Regardless of what the world thinks I should be or what others opinions are.  God has a purpose on my life - This weekend my leaders clarified that I am on the right track and I will continue to change many lives.   It brings me JOY to know that I am His beloved daughter.   As simple as that sounds it's so remarkable.  I now don't have to wonder who my father is.  I don't have to live in fear!  I don't have to try and do things my way.   My life is in His hands.  He will lead me and I will allow Him to teach me.   My purpose is to show others what God has brought me out of.   Show Maximus that his mommy does not have to live in despair.  He will know that I laid the foundation for him.  He will not have generational curses.  He will not have to carry my burdens.  Because I AM SET FREE in the name of JESUS!!!

Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will - Romans 12:2 NIV

At bootcamp I had the honor of sharing my testimony - I pray that it blesses you. 


Part 1

Part 2

Thank You for watching and following my journey!  

God Loves You!

Strong & Fearless