Thank You May

May has been a month of spiritual growth and I'm not talking about what I can do for God and in return what He does for me.  But more like what CHAINS HAVE BEEN BROKEN!!!!!  4 years ago I surrendered my life and during that time I had major changes in my life (verge of divorce, body image issues and a job layoff). I was literally at the bottom of the pits.  Thankfully I surrendered and allowed God to restore my broken heart and cleanse me of my sins.  Early this month I attended a weekend Encounter at my church and I have to say it's kinda been a similar process...except this time I was at the bottom of the pits with baggage and hurts!   Now here we are 31 days later and I have never been so restored!  I'm happier, my heart is healed, I know how to say NO, I don't let others drama/negativity affect me, I only serve one: God and I am simply living in PEACE!  I could literally climb to the mountain top and scream THANK YOU JESUS (I just might)!!!!  It's such an exhilarating feeling.  I'm not saying my life is peachy but what I am saying is I am FREE!  I have full control of my thoughts and action. To me that is what BLESSED is about ❤️ I'm very grateful for all the restoration and I look forward to flowing into June as the Daughter of the Most High should be - FREEEEEEE!   Thank You Lord ❤️

THANK YOU for following my journey and I truly hope that it ministers to you.  If God can turn my mess into a message He can do the same for YOU ❤️

HELLLLLO JUNE!!!!! 

Refreshed & Renewed

Good Morning,

My thoughts this morning.....

Even though the past few days have been challenging I still kept my word and my held my end: Date night with Alex.  It was refreshing to my soul.  We talked, prayed and just sat in Gods presence.  I truly believe that when we put everything aside and make time for our spouses God will continue to show you new revelations about your marriage and yourself.  We spend some much time helping others, putting our time to Max and other things and they are all just as important.  But if Alex and I are not connected we are a mess.    

It really set the tone for today - woke up MOTIVATED!   Crazy how one thing can lead to another and at the end of the day everything we endure all comes back to one place - JESUS!  In the past 7 days I've gone to heartache, to laughter, to setting boundaries, back to heartache, more laughs and crying it out.  For me once I cry it out it's the last call - I'm on my path to healing.  Man will always fail but God won't.  Despite a week of roller coaster emotions I have stood strong in my prayers.  Nothing else can help me when I'm in need of a reality check.  It comes down to Gods wisdom.  I know that when I apply His wisdom to my life not only will I be blessed but I will have what it takes to keep going through my trials and setbacks. Clearly this past week has been an example of that.  

I'm so THANKFUL for my life and this journey that I'm on.  I'm learning everyday and seeing things clearer.  I fall short somedays.  I am convicted of my wrongs.  I'm forgiven.  I am fearfully and wonderfully made. My HOPE is in the LORD ❤️

So, as I conclude this blog post I am setting the tone for the next few weeks.  I have a team to build.  I have clients that are needing my help. My family (extended) need me.  God needs me to share His word with others.  I need me to be a HAPPY me.  At my Encounter earlier this month I was told multiplied times that I was going to change many lives and I truly believe that.  I'm striving to continue to share my passion for fitness and faith.  It's who I am and what God has destined for me do.  

I pray you follow me on this journey and let's continue to be STRONG & FEARLESS!

{Become wise by walking with the wise; hang out with fools and watch your life fall to pieces - Proverbs 13:20}

Encounter with God

This past weekend I spent 3 INTENSE days getting closer to God.  Breakthroughs, many tears and a renewed mind.  It was a life changing experience for me.  I went in with a bunch of fears stemming from my past, fear of rejection, fear of insecurities, fear of doubt which was causing me to be tired and weary.  I didn't realize how much garbage I had in my heart.  I know that God loves me but I was blocking all His blessings on my life by not living right.  It's like I had one foot in the world and one foot in my walk with Him.   I felt that I was so distracted on what others thought of me and so forth I was losing sight of my purpose.  It was starting to take a big toll on me, in my home, my marriage and life in general.  Yes, I was reading my word, praying daily and smiling but I was heart broken on the inside.

No words can describe how I am feeling today.  I can say that I haven't felt this free in a very long time.  I am a new person.  The old me is GONE!   I will now live my life 100% in Gods way.  Regardless of what the world thinks I should be or what others opinions are.  God has a purpose on my life - This weekend my leaders clarified that I am on the right track and I will continue to change many lives.   It brings me JOY to know that I am His beloved daughter.   As simple as that sounds it's so remarkable.  I now don't have to wonder who my father is.  I don't have to live in fear!  I don't have to try and do things my way.   My life is in His hands.  He will lead me and I will allow Him to teach me.   My purpose is to show others what God has brought me out of.   Show Maximus that his mommy does not have to live in despair.  He will know that I laid the foundation for him.  He will not have generational curses.  He will not have to carry my burdens.  Because I AM SET FREE in the name of JESUS!!!

Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will - Romans 12:2 NIV

At bootcamp I had the honor of sharing my testimony - I pray that it blesses you. 


Part 1

Part 2

Thank You for watching and following my journey!  

God Loves You!

Strong & Fearless